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angry So james claims he is all those things, or when he tried to be it doesnt work or i just yell at him and be mad or... blah blah. And I just want what I can't have.
Fine fucking damnit. What the fuck ever. Maybe I don't want the things I think i want. Sure, thats it, i dont want anything, fuck guys everywhere i hate you all. NO you weren't all of those things, and its not just doing that, its the WAY you do them. Thats what really matters...
but you know what, fuck it. Men of the universe kiss my ass because I don't fucking care anymore, go to hell and burn. I am too damn broken to deal with this bullshit anymore. Love doesn't exist. You happy now? it never did, it was just a figment of the imagination.
I don't want my heart to completely die, I just dont want it to care about the things that dont matter. I want to always cry when an animal dies.. I want to be a softie and donate money to childrens wish.. BTW THEY CALLED AND ASKED ME FOR MY MOTHER TODAY. Fucking grrrr.
I want to love the sunset and the feel of the air and breath it in...
but i don't want to give my heart to anything so worthless as a man.
BITTER OLD FUCKING HAG TIME.
go away
Anonymous
September 7 2005, 14:34:12 UTC 6 years ago
pfft
Sounds like you were way too busy counting the things he didn't do for you to possibly see the things he did do, let alone see what you could have done for him. You are not a princess, where men have to make incredible feats to woo you. Can you honestly say that you were so perfect to have such a long line of complaints?September 8 2005, 15:20:19 UTC 6 years ago
Re: pfft
Ya, I'm not a princess, I know this. I am a lowly servant wench who should be happy at even a man wanting to use her, let alone to love her. It's not enough though, I can't force myself to believe it's enough. And the biggest problem was not with what he didn't do.. its that he did EVERYTHING I could possibly want him to, he treated me TOO well. I didn't want to be treated like a "princess"... I want someone with a personality strong enough to clash with my own, and compliment it at the same time. Is that being a princess? Or do you believe that any woman who wants something is acting like a princess and should take what a man deems fit for her?I know there is NO guy that could possibly be better to me than James, he is perfect. Its not about that though, I don't want perfect.
September 7 2005, 16:34:27 UTC 6 years ago
We don't expect men to make incredible feats, we'd like them to show that they care. Did she once say she was perfect? NO, in fact she said that she was broken...
If you're going to attack someone, have the balls to post your name.
Anonymous
September 7 2005, 18:45:07 UTC 6 years ago
Jovvi got balls :)
*hugs*~ R
September 8 2005, 15:10:08 UTC 6 years ago
September 8 2005, 18:36:42 UTC 6 years ago
Plus that person doesn't have any balls cause they refuse to post their name, that right there should tell you something. Take care hun, lemme know if there is anything I can do for ya.
Anonymous
September 8 2005, 19:04:07 UTC 6 years ago
"sexy aussie beast"
er....hrm...*thinks real hard on this one* Hi *Vanishes*Anonymous
September 13 2005, 07:02:57 UTC 6 years ago
hmm....curious
So just out of pure curiosity, I decided to look through your posts. I noticed something. The last time you said anything about loving me was way back on January 6th. Quite a ling time ago. But then again, even that time you were complaining about me needing flirting lessons. I think I remember that phone conversation. Hmmm...so just how long have to been so unhappy with me that you've fallen out of love with me? For how long have those three little words been nothing more than habit? Just curious cause you seam to have been unhappy for some time now. Funny how I started feeling unloved about the time I never seamed to do anything right. Sorry I was too perfect, or not enough of whatever it was I couldn't give you. Guess nice guys really do finish last.Yet another nice guy ruined,
Guess I'll have to be a jerk to make a girl happy,
James